hearts on fire

Hebatnya Surah Al-Ikhlas

2012-01-19T06:47:00.004+08:00

KEHEBATAN SURAH QULHUAALLAH

Pengajaran:

:.Allah tidak menjanjikan hidup ini tidak pernah susah,

bersuka-ria tanpa kesedihan, Panas tanpa hujan tetapi

ia memberi kita kekuatan, menenangkan kita semasa kesedihan dan menunjukkan jalan yang sebenar-benarnya.

Janganlah kita sombong dengan kelebihan yang sementara.

KEHEBATAN SURAH AL-IKHLAS

' Au zubillah himinashsyaitan nirrajim..bismilla hirrahmannirrahi m '

Tafsirannya:

Aku berlindung dengan Allah daripada syaitan yang direjam,

Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani.

Bacalah ayat ini sebelum anda memulakan apa-apa saja kerja kerana

dengan

bacaan ini akan keluarlah iblis dan syaitan yang berada didalam

tubuh kita dan juga di sekeliling kita, mereka akan berlari ke luar umpama cacing kepanasan. Sebelum anda masuk rumah, bacalah ayat di atas, kemudian bacalah surah Al-Ikhlas (iaitu ayat: Qulhuwallahu ahad.

Allahussamad.. Lamyalid walam yu-lad. Walam yakul lahu kufuwan

ahad..) sebanyak 3 kali.

Masuklah rumah dengan kaki kanan dan dengan membaca bismillah...

Berilah salam kepada anggota rumah dan sekiranya tiada orang di rumah

berilah salam kerana malaikat rumah akan menyahut. Amalkanlah bersolat

kerana salam pertama (ianya wajib) yang diucapkan pada akhir solat akan

membantu kita menjawab persoalan kubur.

Apabila malaikat memberi salam, seorang yang jarang bersolat akan sukar

menjawab salam tersebut. Tetapi bagi mereka yang kerap bersolat, amalandaripada salam yang

diucap di akhir solat akan menolongnya menjawab salam malaikat itu.

Diriwayatkan oleh Iman Bukhari sabda Nabi Muhammad sa.w:

' Barang siapa membaca Qul huwa ' llahu ahad 100,000 kali maka sesungguhnya ia telah menebus dirinya dari Allah, maka menyeru yang menyeru dari dengan diwiridkan seberapa ribu kesanggupan kita sehari.. pihak Allah di langit dan di bumi. Kusaksikan bahwa sifulan itu telah menjadi pemendekaan Allah sesungguhnya ia adalah pemerdekaan dari sisi Allah, Sesungguhnya ia adalah pemerdekaan dari neraka ' . Inilah yang dinamakan membaca Qulhua ' llah ahad satu hatam yaitu 100,000 kali

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud:

Barangsiapa membaca

surah Al-Ikhlas sewaktu sakit sehingga dia meninggal dunia,

maka dia tidak akan membusuk di dalam kuburnya, akan selamat dia dari kesempitan kuburnya dan para malaikat akan membawanya dengan sayap mereka melintasi titian siratul mustaqim lalu menuju ke syurga.

(Demikian diterangkan dalam Tadzikaratul Qurthuby).

Rasulullah SAW pernah bertanya sebuah teka-teki kepada umatnya Siapakah antara kamu yang dapat khatam Qur ' an dalam jangkamasa dua-tiga minit?

Tiada seorang dari sahabatnya yang menjawab. Malah Saiyidina Ummar telah mengatakan bahawa ianya mustahil untuk mengatam Qur ' an dalam begitu cepat.

Kemudiannya,

Saiyyidina Ali mengangkat tangannya. Saiyidina Ummar bersuara kepada Saiyidina Ali bahawa Saiyidina Ali (yang sedang kecil pada waktu itu) tidak tahu apa yang dikatakannya itu. Lantas Saiyidina Ali membaca surah Al-Ikhlas tiga kali. Rasulullah SAW menjawab dengan mengatakan bahawa Saiyidina Ali betul. Membaca surah Al-Ikhlas sekali ganjarannya sama dengan membaca 10 jus kitab Al-Quran... Lalu dengan membaca surahAl-Ikhlas sebanyak tiga kali qatamlah Quran kerana ianya sama dengan membaca 30 juz Al-Quran.

Berkata Ibnu Abbas r.a. bahawa Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda:

Ketika saya (Rasulullah SAW) israk ke langit, maka saya telah melihat Arasy di atas 360,000 sendi dan jarak jauh antara satu sendi ke satu sendi ialah 300,000 tahun perjalanan.

Pada tiap-tiap sendi itu terdapat padang sahara sebanyak 12,000 dan luasnya setiap satupadang sahara itu seluas dari timur hingga ke barat. Pada setiap padang sahara itu terdapat 80,000 malaikat yang mana kesemuanya membaca surah Al-Ikhlas.

Setelah mereka selesai membaca surah tersebut maka berkata mereka: "Wahai Tuhan kami,

sesungguhnya pahala dari bacaan kami ini kami berikan kepada orang yang membaca surah Al-Ikhlas baik ianya lelaki mahupun perempuan..."

Sabda Rasulullah SAW lagi:

Demi Allah yang jiwaku ditanganNya, sesungguhnya Qul Huwallahu Ahadu itu tertulis disayap malaikat Jibrail a.s,

Allahhus Somad itu tertulis di sayap malaikat Mikail a.s,

Lamyalid walam yuulad tertulis pada sayap malaikat Izrail a.s,

Walam yakullahu kufuwanahadu tertulis pada sayap malaikat Israfil a.s.

Siapa membaca surah Fatihah, al-ikhlas, al-falaq, dan an-annas setiap satu sebanyak 7 kali selepas solat jumaat, nescaya terpelihara dari perkara keji dan segala bala hinggalah ke jumaat yang berikiutnya. .

Jika dibaca 3 surah ini al-ikhlas, al-falaq and an-nass pagi dan petang nescaya tidak mengalami apa-apa kesusahan.

( kredits to ayah )
TQS so much, luv u =>

Let's Eat !!

2012-01-18T07:52:00.004+08:00

-bizza-

looks very pale, but it is superb

-strawberry ice-cream-

bad habits in winter,brain freeze

-lasagna-

lots of cheese, but we love it =]

Tanta

2012-01-18T04:31:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Nak jugak update blog ni sebab saya suka tulis-tulis =] Eventhough, exam is just around the corner. Itu pon curi2 mase. PENCURI!! NO I'M NOT. mase utk digunakan dgn sebaiknye, so x yah la curi2.. lepas satu, satu..dugaan..

"U should be worried when Allah has stop testing u"

Allah x pernah lupe kat kita but,we are the one who always forget HIM. Kenapa ya?? hmm..

Dugaan exam * oh biochem, please be more interesting like physio =I
Dugaan winter...sejjuuuuuuukkkkk
Dugaan mengunyah * guess what, even my cheeks are bloating, and my clavicles are sink with the fats, but i am still ma
intaining my weight. yaahooo!!! Alhamdulillah Eventhough i ate sandwiches that was prepared by Ashraff everyday morning. Thanks dude^^

Da lame sangat mencari jalan lebih2 lagi mendekatkan diri kpd Allah. Bagai pucuk dicita ulam mendatang. It was 1st time when i heard about Syeikh Ahmad Badawi and as we know, there are lots of ahli sufi and ulama' which i never curious to know about them. (Jahilnye diri ini). I was so excited when one of my senior was briefing the unpredicted incident that was happen to him. (I want it too!! sangat ) The major aim is, to see Rasulullah beard and maaqam ahli2 sufi. Tapi, niat itu haruslah jelas because, we don't want anything bad to happen e.g, tremco rosak

According to the title, "Tanta". What is that??

Tanta tu name tempat la sayang. Tanta ni ade banyak maqam ahli sufi. 1st time dgr bende ni, terus macam, 'WOW!! excellent'..

1st trip, memang ramai la yang pegi and most of them are my friends and all of my ahli baits. i'm the one whose being left. Memang sangat jealous la di situ. Ini sume salah J***. (ishk, put the blame on other people la plak. it is so not u at all). Sedih, kene tinggal for the 2nd time. -_-

2nd trip, ni x boleh jadi ni, I must go. Sometimes it makes me feel that, ' i'm not the chosen one kot'.. ok, usaha dulu, then lets see. Di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan!! and Alhamdulillah.

Speechless, and sangatlah terasa ketenangannya di situ. Macamkat masjidilharam (serious x tipu). Rindunye kt Mecca....rindunyer kat Masjid Nabawi..... rindunyer kat Rasulullah. Korang x rindu ke?? meh la rindu kat orang yang dah susah payah bawak agama Allah ni kpd nenek moyang kita.. X perlu lah nak miss awek hang tu sangatkan.. Menambah list dalam buku as-sijjin adelah. Baik tambah list dalam kitab 'illiyin. Happy je Malaikat Raqib tulis ye.. Nikmat Islam itu sendiri x ramai yang tahu dan x ramai yang rase. AllahuAkbar!!!

Alhamdulillah, mujur ibu dah ajar untuk mencintai Rasulullah. x de la hati ini jauh drpd Allah dan Rasulnya. Sayang ibu..thanks ibu.muahh!! and thanks to Ustaz Ishak juga "InsyaAllah, everyday 10,000 akan diusahakan ustaz"

Tibe-tibe, rase sangat sebak time kat dlm maqam. Ada sebilangan orang yg x nampak perjuangan Rasulullah tu.por qué?

Malah ada yang cuba mencari kesalahan Rasulullah. "Encik dia ni Rasul, manusia biasa macam kita jugak. Tapi Allah bagi byk kelebihan kpd Baginda sebab bukan senang tugas dan tanggungjawab yang dipikul oleh beliau. Nak recuit ramai orang masuk Islam bukan senang tapi tak mustahil. Kita nak recuit orang undi kita pon susah, apetah lagi tugas baginda. Baginda yang terpilih pon solat taubat tiap2 malam, tapi kita?? "

Bkn senang nak berdakwah. Lebih2 lagi, org yg dekat dgn kita dan sangat lah keras kepala dan hatinye. But it is not impossiblelah.. Sedih sangat2. Moga2 Allah beri kekuatan kpd diri ini utk try tarik die ke jalan syurga dgn cara y betul. Berilah taufiq dan hidayah kpd die.. amin!!

Ok, sgt best dan terkesan di hati. Jalan2 sambilbelajar. Tapi x syok kalo oppa x de. Niat nk bawak oppa tp, x de rezeki. It always like that when it comes to him. 'gi la bersihkan hati tu sikit' (mcm la hati ni bersih sgt.- dalam process.insyaallah).

x sedaar langsung, banyak da yg tertulis. ok, lets go back to the books. satisfied dah, sebab dpt tulis banyak2.. =] suke hati..

salam ukhuwah fillah.

[i wish i can be here more often]

* eh..eh, bulan la..

Exhausted

2011-12-19T01:08:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum...

AllahuAkbar!! Allah kalau nk duga hambaNya anytime pon bole. and He knows that u r able to face it. but for me.. i'm not too strong to face it alone.. i tend to be so strong !!! but then, u cannot lie to yourself..

* kalau ibu bace ni, sure kene marah. Broken english ^__^ *

Nak jaga hati orang lain, tp hati sendiri pon x terjaga. errmmm..Bersabar la wahai hati. Maybe Allah have a better plan for u and He knows everything that u don't know. Sometimes, He gives you anything that u want but, did u give everything that He wants?? It's not much, just Solat, Puasa, Sedekah, Berzikir, dan sesungguhnya Allah akan tanya kamu, apa y kamu buat dgn setiap oxygen free y kamu sedut ni..?? Err.. ape nak jawab weh...

Hidup ini kalo x de dugaan, x manis. Macam hidup ni, kalau lah Allah x bagi dunia ini warna2 pelangi y terdiri drpd beribu2 warna, x syok la kita hidup kan..flat je. white, black, grey. "ishk awk ni, smlm pkai bju putih, hari ni kelabu, esok sure hitam" hidup perlu di warnai dgn pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran. Jika tidak, x matanglah kita dlm mencari redha illahi. x kan la nk kene suap je tetiap hari kan..

Dugaan Allah dtg dgn tidak disangka-sangka. Mcm sekarang, menaip di dalam kegelapan di kala semua org tgh asyik dibuai mimpi.(kalo typo tu, buat2 phm je ye) oh baba !!! redha!! pegang konsep tu sampai akhir hayat..

Di dlm ke'busy'an (mmg sah perosak bahasa) ini, ade je bende y nak jd..tulah y dikatakan nikmat Allah x disangka-sangka. Dugaan itu pon salah satu drpd nikmat Allah. Kalau kite x diduga, brmkna Allah x sayang kita..Y penting, mcm mane kita nk handle and solve it. Sleeping is not the best way to escape from the problem. FACE IT. YOU CAN DO IT !!

"Assobru minal iman": Sesungguhnya sabar itu separuh drpd iman.

"Org y paling kuat ialah org y paling kuat menahan amarahnya "

fuyyo..

ok, byk upcoming exzam. so, kenela byk study.

Slot Tafsir

"Demi masa. Sesungguhnya manusia itu di dalam kerugian, kecuali org2 y beriman dan bramal soleh. serta berpesan2 kpd kebenaran dan brpesan2 kpd kesabaran "

( surah al-asr;103 )

Byk isi trsirat drpd surah ni. dgn mase je pon, tp Allah byk sgt tekankan mengenai masa. MASA x boleh patah balik. (manusia x mampu nk buat time machine) Even 5 minit y lepas adalah sejarah bg kite. Adelah bg seseorg itu jika die x brpegang dgn masa. Contohnye la kan, contoh je tau, mcm fb tu. cek email, notification sikit2 sudah. x yah la buang masa tggu message masuk.kan..kan.. Baik g ngaji drpd tggu bende y x pasti. (err..peringatan kpd diri sndiri juga) sebab manusia selalu lupa. sebab tu la kene ingat2kan sesama kita ^_^ kecuali org2 y BERIMAN..ha, org y beriman ni x akan buang masa. 1 minit pon ibarat nyawa bg die (such as doktor y beriman) sebabnye, org y beriman dan beramal dgn ayat Al-Quran x sama dgn org y hanya baca Al-Quran tp x phm maksudnye.Mereka mengejar saham2 dan bekalan stok untuk dibawa ke akhirat kelak sebelum menghembuskan nafas terakhir. Tarikh expired diri ni is unknown, but then, pandai2 la kita use it, utk mengejar jannatul makwa. Oleh itu, BERPESAN2 lah kpd rakan anda y terlajak tido tu, supaya kembali kpd Allah. Nasihat kan y baik2. Kita kala nk masuk syurga, x mo la masuk sorang2. Bukankah lebih best kalau kita masuk ramai2, eg: mcm jaulah la..g jaulah sorang2, mane syok. Kalau pegi ramai2, boleh org tolong tangkapkan gambar kita. Kalau g snsorang, tangkap gambar sendiri je la.. (-_- wait , sob...sob..) Ok, kes jaulah dah lepas..dan lagi satu, pesan2 kpd kesabaran. ye, SABAR!!! pesan kt org lain supaya sabar dlm mengharungi liku2 hidup y penuh dgn rahsia Allah ini.

wallahualam.

Jgn mngejar ilmu duniawi, tetapi tercicir ilmu ukhrawi. NO..NO..NO..ingat2 dan berpesan2 lah..

eh, byk la pulak y ditaipnye. Dlm2 x de current pon habis, satu article.. haha mabruk!! ok la nak study biochem..EXAM!!!

till the end, bye

assalamualaikum..

kibdah bita'ie

2011-12-05T05:21:00.006+08:00

"Failure is the opportunity to begin again, more intelligently." - Henry Ford

Assalamualaikum..

Salam Awal Muharram to all my friends..
My days are very packed and i am so worried because mid exams are getting nearer. Not to forget, the winter break !!!!! of course. Being a doctors is like boating in Niagara Falls either u are going to float or u are the one who will drown? There are some quotes i like to share.

" DOCTORS are being scorned for being late with diagnosis, yet they are holding their bladder because they don't have time to use the restroom, starving because they missed lunch, being peed on, puked on, bled on & are missing their family while taking care of yours. They lack sleep yet are willing to stay awake for you and for your families. They may even be crying for you. In the minute you read this, doctors all over the world are saving lives with ALLAH's will "

Appreciate peoples, hardship. Don't ever look down on people cause sometimes, these people that is going to help u when u are in trouble.

Oh Allah, please make me strong.

" Allah will never test His slaves more than her ability to deal with it "
( surah al-Baqarah, 2: 286 )

I love this phrase. It makes me more stronger if i'm a little bit down. and that is the power of Al-Quran. Read Al-Quran every day, by at least 1 page a day. Always stay your heart with Allah and insyaAllah, Allah will protect u.
Tomorrow is As-Syura Day. So, let's fast together.
Btw, since my cheeks are getting bloated according to intake of ' tofi luk ' i think i got to do something. Fasting should be one of it. I got to reduce it immediately or otherwise, my lumbar will be more painful to deal with it. Seriously, i am so worried. and unfortunately, there is no Tennis court for me to strike foward the ball directly to my bro. Last but not least, please pray for my success for upcoming exam. I want Mumtaz Giddan in Anatomy, Physiology, Histology and Biochemistry. InsyaAllah..
Okay, stay cheese..

assalamualaikum..

=)

2011-11-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

jom baca !!

2011-11-16T22:00:00.004+08:00

Lau Kana Bainana ( Andainya Rasulullah SAW bersama kita )

Seriously i'm touched.. x boleh la. kalo cerita prjuangan Rasulullah SAW ni, mau banjir tanah gersang ni. Nabi Muhammad SAW, the most famous person in the world. Even Nabi Adam sendiri pon tahu akan adanya seorang nabi y akan menjadi kekasih Allah.

Siapa y x nak jadi kekasih Allah ?? MasyaAllah, beruntungnya Nabi Muhammad SAW dapat menjadi kekasih Allah. Walaupun dah diangkat darjat dan martabatnya, beliau tetap menjalankan ibadah dan tanggungjawabnya macam org lain juga. Solat sampai bengkak2 kaki, bertahanuth berbulan2 seorg diri. Persoalannya, KITA ADA?? nak solat sunat ba'diah maghrib pon liat. buat y wajib je ek.. tepuk dada tanya iman.

Perjuangan y Nabi Muhammad SAW lakukan dalam menegakkan agama Allah perlu kita hayati bersama. Cube sirah Rasulullah SAW, bukan senang Nabi Muhammad SAW nak membawa agama Islam itu sendiri. Pelbagai dugaan, tomahan, rintangan dan keperitan y dialaminya, tp beliau tetap redha. Semata2 dlm memancarkan cahaya keimanan dalam diri para sahabat, keluarga dan umatnya.

Alangkah bagusnya jika kita berada di zaman Rasulullah..dapat kita berperang brsama Rasulullah, mencari ilmu bergurukan Rasulullah, x pon, dpt syahid dlm peperangan. free2 je dpt syurga kan.. x dpt jmpe Rasulullah pon x pe la, janji kita pegang amanah dari Rasulullah tu. ape amanah dr Rasulullah ye?? hmm... Al-Quran dan Al-Sunnah la.. Kalau berpegang teguh dengan 2 kitab ni, InsyaAllah, x kan tersesat. Jom berguru dan beramal dengannya..

Sedih sgt bila kita lihat umat Nabi Muhammad SAW zaman sekarang. Tarbiah y cuba dibawa oleh Rasulullah SAW macam dah x sampai dah kt zaman kita. Kenape ye?? Sume dah x amik peduli ?? bende paling basic pon x boleh nak ikut. Solat. 5 kali sehari je pon. Puasa, bulan ramadhan je.
Jgn lah, kesian kt generasi masa hadapan. Kalau ade ilmu pon tp x gune, what for?? Bayangkan jika kita mnjadi seorg pemimpin, tp sume ahli2 persatuan x nak dgr cakap kite. dieorg buat don't know je.. sedih x?? rasenya kalaulah Nabi Muhammad SAW ade sekarang, kecewa, hampa, terkilan. SubhanaAllah.

Sekadar peringatan buat kite y mudah lupe dan alpa dgn kenikmatan duniawi y saje je Allah pinjamkan utk kita. Allah nak lihat erti atau apa definisi kehidupan y sebenarnya dalam diri setiap hambaNya. Bersama-samala kita ingt mngingati. y baik itu dr Allah, dan y buruk tu dr diri hambamu y dhaif ini....Wallahualam

arigato zogaimaste ^_^

klik !!

2011-11-15T21:54:00.007+08:00

' boots lover '

[delicious dinner]

sity star cookies ^0^

astaluego"

Happy Tree Friend

2011-11-14T22:14:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

it's been 51 days. being far far away from my lovely and supporting family. and Alhamdulillah, till now i still standing straightly and as firmly as well, even though my back and my leg was injured due to excessive sports training. huhu.. Seems like it been a couple of years that i left the tract and i'm only Allah's know how much i missed it.

It was sad when it comes to Eid celebration last week. We recite takbir together in the 10th of Zulhijjah.

Allāhu akbar, Allāhu akbar, Allāhu akbar	الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر
lā ilāha illā Allāh	لا إله إلا الله
Allāhu akbar, Allāhu akbar	الله أكبر الله أكبر
wa li-illāhil-hamd	ولله الحمد

Allah is the Greatest, Allah is the Greatest, Allah is the Greatest,

There is no deity but Allah

Allah is the Greatest, Allah is the Greatest

and to Allah goes all praise

Being apart from my family doesn't mean that my eid this year would be gloomy. We made chocolate cake, mi soto, batik biscuit, jellys and it was unexpected. Lots of our friends came by and we were having a great time spending this eid. Friends are my family now, and i was really grateful. Syukr Ya Allah. He always gives the best for me. Like what Prof. Razali said,

"if u want something from Allah, then give Him something that He loves"

InsyaAllah !!!

And the best part is, they kept the goat (for qurban) besides our house. huhu, excited !!
Goat faeces are everywhere around the stairs. But seriously, it made me feel like i'm in my hometown.

and now, waiting for the winter to come and seems like is deserts are being wet with the drop of tears by the cloud. It is the sign that winter is around the corner. So what is your preparation? mine? Get more stocks of chocolates !!!!

Last but not least, i'm happy playing with the bones right now. oh Bones !!!

ma'assalamah

rusting ._.

2011-10-08T13:29:00.003+08:00

fuh.... berhabuk + rusted da blog ni.

let's clean up !!!!!

let's start from the beginnning.

on the 24th sept : the happy thing is, i didn't cry.. yeah!!! alhamdulillah..syukran ya Allah. but there are some problems. my hand luggage supppose to be 5kg only. but i carry around 13 kg. my kargo bag was full with 23 kg and 19 kg respectively. but then i'm so worried about the hand luggage. what i do is, i keep recite selawat nabi......... and that's it. i'm on yhe plane now. i grab my phone and call my mom. what a relief. alhamdulillah

there was a transit around 1 hour at bangkok. and the journey begun 8 hours in the flight. my whole body was cramped and i can't even sleep when everybody was sleeping. so, i play games. and finally i sleep until the arab stewardess spoke " good morning ' tea or coffee ?? " i finally got up and washed up my face and brushed my teeth. seriously, can't wait for the pilot to park his duralumin body at the right place.

around 6 we arrived at cairo international airport. alhamdulillah.. speechless. i'm so so so thankful to Allah for the opportunity to come to masr. owh..over excited!!

then i was being transferred to zagazig. the coaster is great. the journey is ok. the view is nice. i stayed with 5 people who mostly comes from kelantan, 1 kl and 1 from malacca. and the most important thing is it is near to the university. my shoes full with dust. dust is everywhere but then, i don't care. i came here to study and not to compare this country with the other country.

lots of shopping almost everyday. but still i didn't even bored when it comes to shopping. eventhough i did not buy anything. each house are provided with musyrifah who always help us and guide us how to survive in masr. how to buy things, where to buy it, how to manage the house and how to deal with the poeple out there. yes!!! i'm so happy because i can speak well in arabic and can even chatting with them eventhough i still keep thinking of the words to speak out.

i'll post some pic next time. the water is so cold even in the afternoon. hot water are needed when it comes to shower.

ma'assalamah =]

oh liver !!

2011-09-23T13:25:00.005+08:00

'____'

pe hal la ni.. perasaan bercampur baur. ade kari, belacan, ubi kentang, bawang goreng. eh itu da jd mee jawa dah tuu... nk touching2 la plak. b4 this biase2 je. makin dkt hari, makin sebak hati ini. fuh..ayat.

relax la wahai hati, control selagi bole control.-__- jgn buat drama hindustan plak esok. ramai y dtg ni. dah la weekend. fuh..dugaan.

tekad daa..turun je escalator x mo pandang blakang dah..soh parents balik awal2 la. nnt x de la feeling2 sgt kot..

malam ni nangis puas2 menghadap Allah..biar hati ini tenang mninggalkan y terpaksa ditinggalkan..Ya Allah, Ya Rasulullah, berikanlah aq kekuatan jihadmu kedalam diriku.amin ~~ innaAllah ha ma'ana =]

- illaliqo' wa maasalamah-

Lethargy awiiii!!

2011-09-22T01:39:00.004+08:00

TUESDAY

home

Mines

Ar-Rajhi

KLCC

Masjid Jamek

Masjid India

Jalan TAR

SOGO

Pertama

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WEDNESDAY

home

Mines

Jaya Jusco

South City Plaza

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THURSDAY

KLIA

SPENDing LIKE A DUKE..

to tired to write

-sayonara-

what a day !!!

2011-09-19T23:45:00.004+08:00

woww!!! what a longgggg day ??

It was a busy busy and busy day. Hectic !! but fun and i did learned a lot today..A LOT in a day. It is miracle and seriously, i have seen it.

I went to aqm this morning to settle my document before fly. Unfortunately the person who was in charge to sign up my document went to clinic. It was my fault. I should call them first. but then the problem were solved with the help from kk siti..thanks kk siti!!! arigato gozaimashita..haik. In the meanwhile, professor tell us a lot about Masr. He told us not to stay in our our territory. Mingle around with the Egyptian etc. and learn how to speak amiyyah (Egyptian language) even if you use broken sentence. Let me share one of his story. One of his grandniece went to study there and one day he ask his grandniece.

prof : alia, what they call onion in amiyyah?

farah: i don't know.

prof : what they call mustard in amiyyah?

farah : hmm..i don't know.

prof : ha? then, how do you buy vegetables at the market?

farah : i use my fingers to buy things.

prof : please don't be like that. ask the salesman.

farah : insyaAllah..

Fuyyoh .. finger can speak ooo..ACTION SPEAKS BETTER THAN WORDS. One day, she ask the salesman. What is this, what is that..in the end, the salesman give her the vegetables all for free. Hahaha...He teach you and you get it for free?? only in Egypt. not in Malaysia So, the point is, you already have the chance to learn 3rd language which is arabic, so, what are you waiting for? Grab the opportunity. Learn to speak with other people around. The community itself will help you to improve your speaking skill. Study in Egypt, but don't know how to speak arab. What a lost.. it is a big big big lost.

Otherwise, open up the Ar-Rajhi bank would save up your money.The transaction money when withdrawing at international cost only RM 4 instead of HSBC, RM 10. So, if using HSBC account, withdraw all your money once a month.

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I went to Maybank and activate my international banking service with my brother while my father went to pick up my sister at the school. I went to Clinic Zul and found out my mom was sitting there. I want to take doctor's prescription. I'm afraid that the airline doesn't allow my tablets to carry on the board. While waiting for my mom, who keep complaining about her heart, my brother and i try to read the inverted words at the glasses.

me : Where did Dr. Zul get his MBBCH ? It is in Cairo?
( i look to his face and he throw back his sight to me )
Bro : Cairo? then, Dr. Hayati also studied in Cairo.
me : Dr. Razak ? ( i try to recognise the words one by one in a very slow state )
bro : ain shams.
me : eh, what is MBBCH stands for??
bro : i don't know.
me : faster la...what is it? We will in medical field bro, what is it??
bro : Medical Bachelor...... i don't know.
me : ( sigh -_- )

Ya Allah !!! we are in the right field. We are going to study in the place where our doctors are been studying. No wonder Dr. Hayati asked me 2 months ago " why Egypt ? you better go to Indonesia. " WHAT?? Indonesia. i'm a little bit afraid when talking about it. At that time, Dr. Razak had been talking with my mom. Its too late and my mom keep talking. I'm afraid she is taking the Dr. recess hour. So, i just enter the room and he greet me politely. He's been my doctor since was 0 month that is when i was a baby. He is the one who inject me BCG and friendly speaking, i'm shouting like hell. Of course i am shouting. I was just a little cute baby and doesn't know anything. When the pain receptor trigger, i just shout. Now, I didn't shout anymore. -____- 1st question that he ask, " which university do you get? " "Zagazig?" " zagazig is a village but don't worry, they are very polite and united."

3 words that his father told him :

don't missed pray to Allah (5 times a day)
always write a letter to your parents
don't disturb peoples wife

But unfortunately, he doesn't know how to speak arab even though he studied there almost 6 years. He says that he has no intention at all to learn and speak arabic. He mingles around with international students only and they speak English. The most important things, he told us that one of his friend from Sabah has done double degree in medic and islamic studies. wow !! I never thought about that. Really?? Awesome. That is one that I want. That's why i choose to study there. He get both. I want to do it but can I cope ??? That is the big big big question marks there.

His advice,

keep your body fit
eat lots of vegetables and fruits
grab the opportunity. Get knowledge as much as you can.

Thanks Dr. Razak

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Then, we skate to Petaling Jaya. The one of the most busy city in Selangor. We went to one of my mom's lecturer , Pn Ayu Trishna. We call her aunty ayu. It's been a long time that we didn't meet them. She is Indonesian and has taught my mom when doing her MASTER in University Kebangsaan Malaysia. When i was 6 years old, her family invited us to go her hometown that was in Jakarta, Indonesia. They take us to Medan, Bukit Tinggi, Palembang and many other places in Indonesia. So, all this while we have been so close until these 5 years back, we didn't see each other anymore. Busy maybe. She and her husband has been running a company called East Heritage that sells jati wood from Indonesia. I like her design and it is so perfect. They renovated the shop and it is very very nice place to hang out even thought you can see many cars are waiting for the traffic light to be green. It is nice and of course, the price would be more nicer too.

She was shocked when she saw us in her shop. All the memories are keep coming back. I remember when she said that please tell her when i am going to egypt to study. So, this is the time. She is just like my mom. So friendly but i am the one who doesn't know how to be so friendly like that. but at least, i had tried.

She has been to Egypt before and she knows Egyptian very well. She wants to learn arabic but then, she has no basic in arabic. So, the universities cannot approve her application. So, what she do is, she pray and ask Allah to help her. One day, there's an old blind man willing to help her and it is free of charge. So she learn everyday without paying any single cents. That's how she lives there. She is struggling there but, what she wants then she get. Just pray to Allah, InsyaAllah. It is Anbiya' territory.

She feel so excited when both of us got to study there. Even more excited then me also. She has been dreaming to open a hospital which provide both services, medical method or traditional method. The intention that a doctor must have is to help and treat people not about the money. Some drug now days are not halal. Insulin which is to treat diabetic people have pigs DNA. Muslims cannot eat pigs, it is forbidden.

What a coincident. She supposed to fly to somewhere i don't know this morning. but then, she missed the flight. weird !!! The flight supposed to be departured at 8.30 am but it was delayed for 1/2 an hour. So, she went to mosque and pray Solat sunat Dhuha. After 10 minutes, the flight was gone. So, the flight was cancel and she got to back and come the next day. If she's been on the flight in the morning then, we couldn't see her. Wonderful isn't ? Allah has put us right on the track. He's been guiding us all this while. It just we realized about it or not

After chatting for a long time, then they treat us Nasi Beriyani at Syed Bistro..hmm, Yummy. Burpp...!! Sorry.

adios amigos ^__^

Kamsahamnida!!

2011-09-16T13:57:00.007+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH MUCH =]

To all my friends yg follow, muchas gracias. Especially, wani, because she is the one who asked me. If you don't ask, then you will never get. Seriously, i never promote my blog to anyone else because i know, my english is very lah ter-poor. But then, my sir encourage me to write. Write as much as you can. Don't afraid to write be

cause writing is the most simplest things that you can do to improve your English. erk... ( it doesn't work la sir ) '__' Sir Ravin, Indian, but seriously, he adores Tuan Guru Nik Aziz Nik Mat so much. Semoga Allah bagi hidayah Islam kat dia..ameen~

8 days more..

fuhhh..i'm a little bit disappointed when i didn't get the u that i really really really want. Alhamdulillah. Allah knows what is the best for me and I take it as what He says. Maybe that place is not good for me as i am a very particular person. That's what my mom taught me to be an independent and perfectionist. As we know that nobody is perfect but at least, we can try to be. It's

not wrong but perfect in the eyes of Allah.

forgive me oh Allah, the Forgiver Merciful

forgive me oh Allah, from all sins

Increase me in Beneficial Knowledge

and Grants me Deed that will be accepted

and Bestow me with Abundant Provisions

and Approve my Repentance with Sincere Repentance

AMIN..

Alhamdulillah!!

funny

2011-09-11T20:07:00.005+08:00

Jokes of the Day

Dad, how was I born? Dad replies, Well, Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via email with your Mom

and we met at cybercafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, and Googled each other. There your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to

upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: You got Male!

The End

Story time

2011-09-10T07:16:00.007+08:00

Let me tell u a story

Once a upon a time, i stayed around with my friend at one of my rental house. It was a nice morning until i saw something at the window. There's are sparkling of light at there. I went to the window and tend to find out what was that.

I was very very shock when i saw a mamak restaurant in front of my house burned. The fire was just started. I can even see who's burned it but not to clear. I called my friend and asked her about the man whether she see / can recognize the face. Unfortunately, she can't see the man. While the fire flared around, i was thinking that is still ok for me if the fire didn't flared too much. In the end, it's just the store next too the mamak restaurant would be burn too.

I looked around and suddenly, I dialed 999 for help." There is a fire at mamak restaurant. The fire doesn't flared too much and the rooftop of the restaurant is zinc "
I definitely don't know what to say because i am too panic to give a statement about what i saw in my naked eyes. It is real.
" but then, there's a workshop in front of the restaurant. I'm afraid there are some oil or gasoline there that could flare up the fire. The restaurant is separated by a road. A single double line road. Please send something quickly." Seriously, it sound so ridiculous. hahahaha!!!

While my pacemaker keep punching with a beta speed, someone told my friend and i that we should do a police report ( because we saw the man ). oh really?? After the fire engine and all the fireman do all they can to stop the fire, i decided to go to make a report but before that, i went to my mansion. Sound so wealthy but totally down to earth. hahaha..but it is big. I'm not lying. There's a big garden before enter the main door. It looks like a castle in the forest. Awesome right?? The whether is nice and you can feel the cool excitement because there is lots of trees there. We went there and see see and look look. All my relatives are there. I didn't notice what they do. A couples of minutes later, my friend and i was accompanied by another 6 people including my grandma. oh!! i miss u granma..

So, all of us, that is 8 of us are packed into a new toyota vios. Imagine, how can 8 people pack into it. It is very packed like a milo. 4 at the back and 4 in front. My brother, who is also my cousin will be the driver.
Suddenly, there's a lady " i think somebody wants to see u and they really want to see you immediately. I think, it is the man who trying to cover his face and burn your mamak restaurant."

oh no it's them. There are in my house. No way. Quickly, we pack into the car and straightly go to the main gates as the predators turn around in my house with his ugly fat jeep. They really chasing us. All we can do is stop at nearby shopping mall and run for your life. It's pretty scary. His not alone, but with all his members trying to chase us at the mall. All of us separated and move two by two. We ran as fast as we can but suddenly, something happen. The gangsters are arrested by the guard.

So, my friend and i run quickly to a housing area. The man still chasing us but then, we make a trap on him. We hide in one of the house there. As the man didn't see us anymore and from what we are looking at, he is trying so hard to looking for us, we ambush him from the back and use all our tae-kwan-do moves and make sure he is down.

Looking so pale enough, i decided to pull him to the nearest police station. I am so angry. How could he chase us like a cats and dogs. Pity him. His face as i remember looks like one of the actor in my country. Iqram Dinzly. He has the look but for me, he is not really really handsome. ok la..

When I passed a couple of houses along the streets, there is one house opened the door and prank me. " HAPPY BIRTHDAY " Ya Allah..what is this all about?? i'm a little bit confuse right now. seriously, they prank me like hell. The fire, the 999, the chasing ceremony is just a drama?? no way man..what a shame ^__^

Now, he becomes one of my greater success. He is the one who choose a cute teddy for me. He is just to perfect for me. He can jokes, he has a sweet face. I cannot describe him through his appearance because, i didn't know him very well. It is just a new chapter in my life. So, what i need to do is, just go with the flow.

what a DREAM !!

Malay la pulak

2011-09-09T15:52:00.006+08:00

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Assalamualaikum sume....
Hari ni mcm rase nk tulis dlm BM la pulak..asyik2 tulis dlm BI je..hmm..saje je nk practise. Practise makes perfect kottt...eventhough byk broken kot... saya ade terbace kat satu post ni y berbunyi ,

Time anda mbawa Al-Quran, syaitan blh chill lg.
Time anda mbukanya, syaitan stat to "weh dia ni da apahal doh".
Time anda mbacanya, syaitan da gigil .
Time anda memahaminya, syaitan cramp whole body .
Time anda m'amalkan Al-Quran dlm kehidupan seharian kita , syaitan sure stroke Teruskn baca & amalknnya spya syaitan totally stroked , jntungnya mati

-khairul aiman-

This is one of my student who post it on the fb..fuhh...ini sememangnye benar..seriously, syaitan ini byk menggang gu kita. Tak kire kat mane sekali pon..Akan tetapi, kita still boleh menghalangnya drpd brlaku dengan memperbanyakkan membaca Al-Quran. Bkn setakat bace je, tapi, kene faham, dan y paling penting, kene AMALkannya..kalo belajar tp x amal,x gune jugak dik..fuh..peringatan utk diri sendiri y dhaif ni juga. Pepatah arab ade kate,

[ ILMU TANPA AMAL, IBARAT POKOK TANPA BUAH ]

uish..ape tu ?? pokok x de buah..so, x sedap la kan..x de manfaat kpd manusia la kan..so, buat ape tanam pokok.baik tok sah tanam kan?
ha, cm tu la kita, kalau cari ilmu, tp x mo keluarkan ape y telah dipelajarinya, (a.k.a org kedekut ilmu ) atau pon, x memanfaatkan ilmu/ menggamalkan ilmu tu kat diri sendiri sangat2 rugi dan berdosa..sebabnye, dia dah tau hukum, tapi x buat. Senang je kan islam ni. Bukan susah mane pon..ikot je Al-Quran dan as-sunnah, sure Jannah la result nye nanti..

Nak share something sikit drpd seorang senior y suke post about medic world ni. huish.bagus beno..so, boleh la di share-share kan bersame2...(sy bkn org y kedekot ilmu =) lgpon, ni la y saye blaja time stpm dlu. time blaja dulu memain..tp saye suke ATP ( adenosine triphosphate ) sbb nye, ATP ni la membawa chemical energy. lagi2 utk muscle. so after this, maybe ade byk la post saye about medical view. Ya Allah, best nye belajar ilmu perubatan ni..=]

Energy needed for muscle:
-during rest,for RMP formation of muscle tone n glycogen
-during contraction,for cross bridge n shortening
-during relaxation,for Ca ion pump
hydrolysis of ATP=ADP+H3PO4+7.3kcal
Reformation of ATP:
-ADP+creatine phosphate=ATP+creatine
-ADP+ADP=ATP+AMP

smpai kt sini je y dapat di share-share kan for today..huhu.. 15 days more..cuak ssgt ._.

assalamualaikum!!

Channel or Estée Lauder ??

2011-09-07T23:24:00.008+08:00

Don't sell fish, sell perfumes !!

Just something that i would like to share. Some people now days really annoying. They forgot their old friend after they got what they want. There are some Malay quotes for these kind of people " habis madu sepah dibuang " which means, people that always use other peoples benefit for their own good only. After that, there's no meaning to be friend with. Oh man !!! so pathetic. These kind of people s hould get it rid of it. in the other words, SELFISH...such a smell. Avoiding these kind of p eople give us a big satisfaction.

Actually,we should help these SELFISH people. Sometimes, they doesn't know that what are they doing is totally wrong. Talk slowly to them and NEVER sound directly in front of other people. Please respect other peoples feelings too..

hmm... in the other hands, there are another kinds of people that i s arrogant after being success. please la...eventhough you doesn't like your friends, just reply her/his messsage and don't being so arrogant just because you are more successful than the others. It's not fair ok!! Even if you are smart as Thomas Elva Edison, and as clever as John Thompson, you are no where. You are still Allah's slave and we are in the same level as Allah's slave. So, don't be so proud for what had Allah has given to you. So, think what is the best for you, fish or perfumes?? Let's think about it..

' astaluego '

it's september fever

2011-09-01T13:50:00.006+08:00

September 1st, 2011

oh man !!! it's already september... what am i going to do ???? 23 days more . it's pretty scary. i'm going to pack in 29.9 kg , not to exceed 30 kg. if not, all my stuff will be throw away...fuhh...

to pack 29.9 kg is not easy. if i can, i would like to bring along my room and put it into the kargo. oh, Allah. oh, forgot to tell..insyaAllah, i'm go

ing to pursuing my study in nil river..no, near the nil river, beside the firaun's graveyard and in the middle east of africa= it's EGYPT !!!

Alhamdulillah, Allah has choose me to study in this prophet territory (a.k.a Bumi Anbiya' ). i'm the choosen one. oh God, this is too much..AllahuAkbar. You are The Greatest.

it is my ambition to study in Al-Azhar since i was 4 years old. how i know about it?? hmm... i also keep wondering, in the age of 4, from where did i know there's a university called Al-Azhar University. so, my general knowledge quite good lah when i was a little kid. i wish can turn back the time '__' . T

SubhanaAllah. Alhamdulillah. I'm taking medicine. It's not an easy course, but insyaAllah, i will go through it with flying colours. Allah will help me..

"NOTHING BUT EXCELLENT"

[ my professor's favourites motto's ]

oh, got to go to tok cik's house. visit him during hari raya is the most common things when we are celebrating hari raya =] to be continue...........

3rd sept

huhu...still counting the days. there's lots of things to prepare including clothes, foods, documents ad the most important things is, kuih tart. huhu. My favourite kuih

raya. otherwise, mental and physical should be well prepared. It's not easy when people like me staying overseas alone, not to say alone, but without my family its something new and i cannot even imagine how am i going to survive there. Oh NNOOOOO!!!...that's why friends are important. All of my friends now are going to be my families. that's great.

sharing is caring. so from now on, matter what happen, we must be strong and support each other. like a,

TREE

if there is no soil, than, there is no nutrient,

if there is no sun, then there is no chlorophyll to make food,

if there is no water supply, then there is no strength,

if there is no carbon dioxide for photosynthesis, then, there is no oxygen for us =]

So, the conclusion is, we need each other to survive. if one of the support system lost, then the whole tree will become wilt and die. i'm not going to be one of it who die and rotten like that tree. InsyaAllah, I will be a supportive friend. Can tell me any stories, and share with me any problem. and as for sure , i also need a big support from you guys.

A lots of stories that has been told by seniors about Egypt, but then i'm not going to talk about it till i went there and see it and feel it by myself. I am sure there will be lots of fun things that i can share with you guys.

p.S : to my lovely grandma & beloved best friend Ihsan,

.:only a slice of picture that i can afford to make your life cherish & happy:.

Alhamdulillah, Thank You, Ya Allah =]

i'm back !!

2011-08-31T13:16:00.011+08:00

lo0ks who's back ^___^

it's been a long long time i didn't touch my super fabulous page. u don't know how i miss u so so so much. i should keep up writing because i love to write. i wish i could write a novel, but don't have the skill of writing. ^__^ pity me ...

i'm getting older day by day. There's still no vampire willing to bite me..huhu. There's lot of thing i want to tell but then, there's a thousand things happened in these past 2 years. The offer letter to pursuing my studies, the accident, the vacation, the arguing, the schools, the results, the work, oh man, there's a lot. let be bygone be bygone lah..( lah : malay + english intonation. we use to end a sentence by using these word LAH.. eg; ok lah, please lah ) . People said that

" if u forget the past, then the past will be repeated "

so in that case i will let the past fill in my cerebral cortex. actually i should fill up with medical terminology. hmm...the most important things to do. insyaAllah, Allah i s always with me. there's a lot of space in my cerebral cortex..

Today 3 syawal 1432H .

All muslims were having Aidilfitri celebration. Lots of pictures were posting on the facebook page and not to forget the Selamat Hari Raya dedication to all relatives and friends were being posted. All muslim are enjoying these celebration after fasting for 30 days. In the morning, all of us have to pray by showing our gratitude towards Allah. SubhanaAllah..what a big day.

The most important things is there's a lots of food. Ketupat, lemang, rendang, lontong, nasi impit kuah kacang, dodol and many more..

from left : nasi impit with kuah kacang, ketupat, lontong, dodol, lemang, beef rendang

And as for me, i'm still continuing fasting in the month of syawal. As for sure, not to diet but to follow sunnah Rasulullah SAW.

oh Allah, it's quite boring when you don't have any kampung to celebrate hari raya. The hari raya spirit is totally lost and i still cannot get it. when am i going to get it .... it's not fun when there's no body around when we are making ketupat, rendang. fuh..anywhere, i still got to face it. what a life without a soul....

and now i'm sick. TONSILLITIS !!! + fever + flu + coughing + phlegm + weak. it is not because of eating too much kuih raya, but preparing for hari raya itself makes me sick. cleaning, sweeping, moping, cooking, washing, decorating..owh, lethargy.. antibody, please fight the virus. all i can do is, preparing the weapons only. syukran jazillan.." Ya Allah, please don't take away my health but if this is good for me, i'll take it sincerely. Aminnn~ "

astala vista -__-

2009-05-23T20:50:00.003+08:00

happy mother & teachers day

i feel so exhausted. so pathetic. there's no word can describe my tiredness. there's so many paper i need to checked and marked. that's why we should appreciate and loves our teacher very much because they dare to taught us even they know to worked as a teacher need lots of sacrifice. it's not easy my dear. to taught the children and raise them like own daughter or son it is very very difficult. they know how important they to their beloved country. as long as they can taught what is bad and what is wrong its enough to called them a teacher.

even imam syafi'e things a dog is his teacher. why? one day, imam syafi'e walked and suddenly he saw a dog tried to moves his waste product. so, imam syafi'e get confuse. why this dog raise up his right leg when removing the wastes product outside from his body. so he went home and kept thinking of it so many times. he do some research and he spent lots of his time in his library. finally, he found the answer. so what do you think is the answer? its got to do with our internal digestive system. you read, and you will knew it. i am not going to tell you the answer please. find it by yourself.

who is the best teacher in your life? the answer is our mother. there's no one can replace our mother. she is the best in everyone's life. without your mother, who can raise you and tought you and patient with your attitude and behavior? no matter what your mother is, she is still your mother. if your mother is a singer, she is still your mother. if your mother is a beggar, she is still your mother and if your mother is a taxi driver, she is still your mother anywhere. you should respect and don't you dare to talk badly about them. always listen to them and follow all her instruction. no mother would hurt their children because, to them they has given 200% effort to push you out from their stomach. there's no word can tell you the feeling of a mother when they feel there's another hearts beating inside her.

the end

times square

2009-04-04T23:21:00.007+08:00

"when u feel good, it shows"

actually we wanted to to gather at times square but, unfortunately, the others was very busy. working, cooking, transportation problems, family matters, and so many excuses they gives. how matter it is, only 4 of us met together. even though only a years knowing them, lots of fun, lots of games, stories, and of coarse lots of behavior. there's only a few picture was capture. actually, times square is so bored me up. shhh...don't tell anyone about it.

from left: syereen, fareesya, ihsan, farah diba

good luck all of you guys. our memoir will never fade and let the glory shines and spit out the sour out. hmm... what is this? Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Engku Hussain is one of my school that is located in Semenyih, Selangor. in 2006, i represented for my school in MSSD tournament. and for our victory, we get a bronze for 4 x 200m and other medals that i also forget. so, i was marked as ''athelete" with all my friends. so irritating.

ultimate year:form 3 2006 with our outing uniform

from left: jmy, raje, ustzh paridah, farha, ihsan

clockwise: sue,syereen,fara,ayu,hasni,farha,jiha

the end

this world

2009-03-27T21:40:00.007+08:00

crazy of love?
mm.. its been a long time i didn't touch this blog..hehe..boring!!

after all the exam result i have decided to continue for form 6..

hmm..frustrated..sad..hated..but, it's just

a beginning of my life

ready too struggle..

i have no idea what to write about actually.

my life as a teacher is so tough and exhausted. even though, all my students cheer up my day. i feel so released and happy with my job now. hmm..by may i will stop and continue back all my studies. this future doctor will never give up and always give her best way to complete her mission and protect the religion from zionis..

hehee...

hmm..i just bought a book entitle "twilight". wow!! its awesome. this novel is superb and i cant wait for "eclipes" turn down to this city. the curse makes me wondering 'is there any vampires in this world?'. i dont think

so, if there's any vampire looks like edward cullens or robert pattinson which do you prefer?? of course i will choose robert pattinson..because he is not a vampire.. i'm crazy of this novel. stephenie meyer give us her best touch in her novels by apearring a two couple that is stuck in love but different dimension. 'twilight' cover is unique and thats why i bought it. people always said, [ don't judge a book by its cover],why should i care? hehe

stubborn + hardworking = success

there are all the covers of the series. there's many novels came out with a love story between a vampire and a human-being. but this hero is double + triple hot cutie face and i just don't want to lose it..

bad day..!!

2009-02-07T19:08:00.003+08:00

"only God knew what its all about"

owh..
i feel so sad right n0w..
let me tell u a story...

there's a guy..quite cute..hansom..
we always played together,
and he thought me to played 'gasing', soccer, chewing gummies, and how to ride a bicycle.
he also always played a game called 'saidina' with our neighbour.
and for sure, he will invited me to played this games too...
even though i don't know how to play it..
so, he guided me to be a 'banker'[ i need to manage the bank properly]
oh...i really missed that moment..
childhood is the best time in our life..
since i was six, he always accompanied me to kindergarten
oo...how sweet..

we always ride our bicycle together..
but, there's someone didn't want to see us together..
not jealous but maybe family factor...
so pity, i haven't have any of his picture..
arghhh.. so sad..
and tonight, he wants to leave me..
family...
friends...
Malaysia..
he got to go to Australia...
sad..
so sad..
and i didn't have any opportunity to send him to airport..
and i just got this new about an hour ago
waaawaawaaa......

i didn't talked to him since i was in standard 4...
and he was in form 1...i guess..
maybe hormones factor..or ageing factor...
i don't kn0w...
he wants to be a doctor...
that's why he needs to go to Australia...
i really missed him..
really...

if i got a chance, i would like to say :

study smart
don't forget to pray
do not tackle any girls out there
thanks for the memory
don't forget send me a gift form Australia
be a good doctor
be careful

ohh... God..please blow this words to him..
tonight..
yes..February 07,2009

please let him know that i really missed him so badly
and i always miss him as my own brother...=)

♥ february ♥

2009-02-03T23:30:00.012+08:00

what's next..??

i just passed my driving test...
oh.. its awesome.. 48/50
co0l and i just recovered fr0m fever
right after the test

high fever..
gastric...
headache...

may be stress struggling for the test...
hehehe...
nonsense...

or

maybe i need to go for a hot spicy noodle

hehe....

and the sad things is,
i got all of this on the most important day
that i have been waiting for a year...

argh...its fated

anyway..

1st february
it's my birthday actually..♥

-colour of world-

2009-01-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

hohoho..!!

its been a long time i didn't drop anything on it...by the way....happy new year to all living thing in this cruel earth...hehheee

we should forgive and forget the past. let bygone be bygone. so, lets opened a new

books and burn the old one. gives away your old heart and replace it with a new ones.

new environment, new spirit, new target, new shirts, new colour and new boyfriend..??

aha..?? don't think about it....it's illegal.
urm.... no promises..... i keep busy with all the school stuff now.... hehehe... back to school... actually, it is in different way... hemmm.... anywhere..i'll try.. so, don't missed it..

5 Aisyah [meMoir nEvEr enD]

2008-12-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

fRienDs F0reVer

It's been a month that i leaved my beloved school and also my friend. Lots of memories we share together. I have many friends and they are very kind, helpful, funny and intelligent. Iman, Sirrin, Fatini, Huda Yunos, Nadirah, Huda Ali Qoshim, Hasanah, Noddy, Afiqah, 'Atiqah, Shafiqah, Intan, Najwa, Lubabah, Izzati, Aishah, Qis, Mus, Ada', Ain, Wahida, Hanim H, Hanim I, Shakila, Hidayahnasir and many more. We are from 5 'Aisyah. This school is located in the middle of the jungle.
This school is so peaceful and thanks to Allah's for this beautiful world. Urm...i hope we all can achieve what we dream for. So, that's why we made our alumni community. This alumni will be reunited once in 3 years. In Religious Science School of Kuala Pilah, our class is separated between boys and girls.

Actually, we didn't know even the boys name too. Our teachers made this rules to make sure that we didn't be too social and this is the true Islam. Islam taught us not to be close to with the different gender. This is because Islam didn't want us to be too socialise. You all can see my school through this website : www.smaskp.net.

It's fun separate with the boys because we can do what we want to do but we must beware from our ustaz too. We need to cover our aurat to prevent from anything bad happen. To all my friends, don't forget what our teacher taught us. Be a good girl and a good muslimah. Don't let people use you and think first before you make a decision. Lots of pray will make sure you close to Allah. Always remember that Islam is the way of life. Hope our friendship will never end.

As we go on we remember, All the times we, Had together, and as our life change come whatever, we will still be, friends forever

my NeW faMiLy

2008-12-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

i miss umi and abi...it's been a week i left them. last week, fatini and i visited them at Kuala Pilah.

we wanted to finished our assignment actually.

we need to complete our school magazine. Abi toughed us to make the pages through page maker and adobe photoshop. It's fun. Spent 3 days 3 night with them makes me feel to stay forever.

Abi and umi have 3 daughters and a son. Sabrina, Sakinah, Naqiyuddin and the cutest baby, Syafina. I love to play with them. Umi treat us likes her daughter. Sabrina in standard 3 this 2009, while Sakinah in standard 1.

Abi toughed us in additional mathematics in school. I love Additional Mathematics. it is the most favourite subject i ever have. Abi came from Tawau, Sandakan. He loves very much about Islamics religion. he also master in IT world.

Umi always remained us to be a good muslimah. she is opened minded person. I love to share a story with her. Umi came from Perak. She knows very well about us. Our favourite, our feelings and our behaviour.

I miss them so much..

my friends

2008-12-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

attitude teenagers

2008-06-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

hmm...
I feel so sad to say that teenagers now days didn't respect people who are older then them.
They always thinking them self or on the other best word is selfish. Who they think they are...??
Even they also didn't respect their parents. Is it their fault or their parents fault..?? they actually has been taught to study,study and study. Get an A's just to make the parents proud. There's no point of being good in studies but zero in attitude. People also do not respect to us if our behavior like that. We always see these scenario in the bus or in the train. They sit down and doesn't care about the old woman who just stand besides holding lots of beverages. Is this our nation today..???
Where is our responsibility..?? Where is our humanity..?? Thinking of it.....

Teenagers-mCr

2008-05-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

Teenagers

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]

hearts on fire

Hebatnya Surah Al-Ikhlas

Let's Eat !!

Tanta

Exhausted

kibdah bita'ie

=)

jom baca !!

klik !!

Happy Tree Friend

rusting ._.

oh liver !!

Lethargy awiiii!!

what a day !!!

Kamsahamnida!!

funny

Dad, how was I born? Dad replies, Well, Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via email with your Mom

and we met at cybercafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, and Googled each other. There your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to

upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: You got Male!

Story time

Malay la pulak

Energy needed for muscle:-during rest,for RMP formation of muscle tone n glycogen-during contraction,for cross bridge n shortening-during relaxation,for Ca ion pumphydrolysis of ATP=ADP+H3PO4+7.3kcal Reformation of ATP:-ADP+creatine phosphate=ATP+creatine-ADP+ADP=ATP+AMP

Channel or Estée Lauder ??

it's september fever

i'm back !!

times square

this world

bad day..!!

♥ february ♥

-colour of world-

5 Aisyah [meMoir nEvEr enD]

my NeW faMiLy

my friends

attitude teenagers

Teenagers-mCr

Energy needed for muscle:
-during rest,for RMP formation of muscle tone n glycogen
-during contraction,for cross bridge n shortening
-during relaxation,for Ca ion pump
hydrolysis of ATP=ADP+H3PO4+7.3kcal
Reformation of ATP:
-ADP+creatine phosphate=ATP+creatine
-ADP+ADP=ATP+AMP